Until Then

“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.” -Joshua 1:9

To my husband on our adoption journey,

You have no idea how much you mean to me. Your strength integrity and faith are beyond measure. I owe my life and happiness to you. The tears flow from my eyes because it is hard to grasp the love I have for you. I want so bad to make you a father and give you all of the things you want in this life. I pray for a child to one day call you Dad. A son to take hunting every weekend or a daughter who will melt your heart with my eyes as she looks into yours. I want that one perfect soul to take form from you and me. My heart is heavy because of these things I can not give to you, in this moment. I only hope that my love will be enough to carry you through, until that beautiful soul takes form and brings life to this earth. Until then I will continue to love and cherish you as you are meant to be cherished.

With all my love,

A.

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